Matthew 14:13-21
Do you have a special place
which is just yours and nobody else’s? What about a favourite chair where you
can settle down and enjoy a good read and a nice cup of tea or watch a good
programme on the TV? Or what about a place where you can go when you need a bit
of peace and time to think? Where do you go where you can really open your
heart to God? Perhaps it’s here in Church, or in your back garden? Perhaps you
go for a walk or even have a long hot soak in the bath? There are times when we
all need moments to ourselves and Jesus was no different.
The opening words of our
gospel reading this morning were ‘Now when Jesus heard this, he withdrew from there in a
boat to a deserted place by himself.’
Jesus is tired and he is grieving. He’s just heard about the beheading of his
friend and cousin John the Baptist and he’s in need of a bit of time out, to be alone, to heal, to rest and to pray.
I think we’ve all probably had moments like
that, when we yearn for some solitude… where we can take ourselves away from
prying eyes.
And yet, for Jesus, the crowds follow him in
their hoards. How would you feel, if crowds of people intruded on your private
moments alone?
We are told that Jesus had compassion for them
and cured their sick. All other thoughts and emotions evaporated as he saw
these people, needing him. He knew that they had deliberately set out to find him. They had left behind their towns
and villages and walked miles out into the country to hear what Jesus had to
say to them. They were so desperate in their search for him that they came just
as they were.
As the day wore on, their Spiritual hunger was
joined by the physical hunger for food. They are hungry and miles from anywhere
to buy food. The disciples wanted to send the crowds away but Jesus had other
ideas. Did you notice what he said to his disciples? He said “They need not go
away; you give them something to eat.”
“You... give ... them... something... to... eat”
I expect their thoughts were something on the
lines of “you’ve got to be kidding” but instead they said “We have nothing here
but five loaves and two fish.”
I wonder what they expected? I imagine that the
last thing on their mind would be that over 5,000 people would be fed with two
meagre fish and five loaves. I mean…come on!
But our God is a God of miracles and out of
nothing, God creates something. Jesus takes our little, blesses it - and
produces fruit beyond anything we could have imagined.
We are always tempted to believe, as the disciples did, that we have nothing
to offer when we are faced with overwhelming need. And there’s so much need in
the world that there is a helplessness about it. We might shed a few tears or
even make a small donation that we know in our hearts won’t make much
difference.
This story reminds us that sometimes Jesus is asking us to simply give
our nothing—our little loaves and fishes—and then to stand back and believe
that 'with God all things are possible.'
One
thing is clear and that is that the crowd were satisfied not because of
anything that the disciples did but what Christ did. The disciples only did as
they were told.
The ultimate question for Jesus’
disciples to answer, both then and now, is not
“how much can you give?” It is: “how much do you trust in God?” Faith is not something that we learn in a
classroom or even in a church. It is something that we learn in the experiences
of life when we follow God without visible means available to us.
Jesus is the one who gives us the Bread that
sustains us through all that comes our way. Because he feeds us we are strong
enough to face whatever life throws at us because nothing can separate us from
the love that Jesus has for us.
The chances are that you are here this morning
because you believe that… or perhaps…you want to believe that. There’s also a
world out there who is hungry for God. They have a real need to see for
themselves the evidence that God is real and that he can feed their soul. People
tell me all the time that they have a faith, the problem is that they’re not
sure what to do with it.
Our God of Jesus knows no limits, he delights in feeding all who seek him out. He
takes whatever is available to him and uses it for great good which far
outstrips our expectations. He involves his followers in the work of
preparation and distribution, regardless of their experience.
Without God’s intervention, the disciples would
have opted to leave the crowds to their own devices, for them to figure it out
for themselves and to find their own food.
Jesus blessed and broke the
loaves, and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples shared the food with
the crowds.

Then they were fed, both
physically and Spiritually. I think of
being fed Spiritually and automatically I think about Holy Communion. This
morning is a Communion service and I’ve noticed that attendance is always a
little higher than when it is a service of the word. We’ve had, and continue to
have a difficult time because of Covid 19. For weeks on end, we have not been
able to physically receive our weekly Communion and even now, it is of one kind
only.
Like you, I greatly value being
fed by the body and blood of our Lord Jesus Christ but we have to remember that
there are many ways that we can be fed and sustained by Christ. (Wish I had a
flip-chart!)
It might simply be to do as
Jesus did and to find some time for yourself…in your special place…or your favourite chair where you can
settle down and enjoy a good read with a nice cup of tea… or watch TV…or soak
in the bath….or go for a walk… or simply just be…
…with God.
Amen.
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